Creatures of the Night

What a crazy 2 days. Jonathon almost fired me yesterday. And today, he wasn't much sweeter on set. Then again, he is on the line for $3,000,000 if this movie fails. This could be why he is being so strict. Or it could be another woman. Yeah, I think someone has caught the eye of Mr. impaler. And of course, she is young and Russian. This is all I need. If I get fired, I know why. And I know what I will be handed; divorce papers.

Yesterday, was crazy. His guitar and bass arrived. The bass was broken and had paint on it. WTF? How unprofessional could the company be.

His guitar is great. Today he practiced. And we did a photo shoot

Jonathon can play; Smoke on the water. Just proves how old he is.

This week coming up, Jonathon gets to break in my drum kit. The again, he did have to put it together. I think he is a better drummer than guitar player. I haven't seen hubby on his keyboard. Mainly because it is still in Indianapolis in storage.

Without a doubt, this movie will reveal a lot. And when it is over, I wonder who will still be working and who will be fired. And who is in Jonathon's bed.

I know it won't be this female attorney from Indianapolis in bed with Jonathon. She thinks Jonathon has the hots for her. To her I say; you are too old. You're an American, not Russian. And you helped his most hated enemies. Girl, you are living in the Land of Oz if you still Jonathon would get with you. Well, he might impale you if allowed. But not the way he impales me everyday ;)))

Weapons of Creatures of the Night >:))

It's official, Creatures of the Night principle filming starts on 5.7.12. I am an endorsed artist drummer with Soultone Cymbals and Coffin Case. Jonathon is their primary endorsee. But, after Creatures, I take over the drum duties.  This is my kit

And no vampire, or future vampire would be complete without a coffin. This is what I am keeping my sticks in.

So what is the Impaler going to be playing in Creatures?

Bats on the neck of the guitar. Vlad The Impaler will look awesome with this guitar. 

And Dracula will be rock on this bass. 

At this time, we are unsure what The Creature wants to play. You know how those creatures can be. Just so fussy ;))

I get to be in all of scenes 13 and 20. In 20, I am nude. How about that? Believe me, no way is Jonathon letting my boobs or other parts been seen. That is, if he knows whats good for him. He can suck my nipples on camera all he wants. His hair will be hiding them. I am having a girl film the sex scenes. A lesbian hopefully. Not doing anymore 3-somes with another girl. Been there, done that. 

We are filming the feature and behind the scenes of Creatures. Behind the scenes will be a short film. Enter both into festivals. Hopefully this will help promote the film.

I hope everyone has a great weekend. 

The Impaler's wife wears Pradas

Today I found out, my hubby is buying me a new pair of Pradas. They are less than $1,000.  http://www.saksfifthavenue.com/main/ProductDetail.jsp?FOLDER%3C%3Efolder_id=2534374306418049&PRODUCT%3C%3Eprd_id=845524446507193&R=8053673148625&P_name=Prada&N=4294912360+306418049+306574076&bmUID=jw2NCDR
Its nice to be married to someone who loves you and wants to see you happy all the time. Not to mention be with you all the time.

Our movie Training for a Fight is only weeks away from release http://www.imdb.com/title/tt2197776/ My hubby is kicking my butt still on IMDb. Jonathon's ranking is 10,646 out of almost 5M people. And his company is ranked 3,741 out of 1M+ companies on IMDb. I am ranked 16,314 and my company RDTS Productions is ranked 21,204. My company was listed on IMDb just a few days ago.

Our next featured film is called; Creature of the Night. And Jonathon gets to rock out big time in this movie. I mean rock out, as in as a rock star. I get to play drums in one scene. I am mostly working behind the camera in this feature.

Given Jonathon's movie idea, as long as I can film this right, when it hits the festivals, I should get a few filming awards. And Jonathon should get his first acting award.

Yesterday was Father's Day. Next year, Jonathon will be celebrating with his twin daughters.

And I can't wait to he gets us tattooed on his left shoulder, like he got me tattooed on his forearm.

How do you know?

How do you know when you are in love <3 ?

Last week my friend at the time Kasina and I, tore into each other like savage wolves. It wasn't pretty as my previous blog shows. After I sent Kasina my blog we started talking again. It was more of insulting and wanting to beat the fuck out of each other.

There's a saying; there is a fine line between love and hate. This is so true. I realized why I was mad at Kasina wasn't because she got me in trouble with Jonathon, it was because I thought I lost her. During our fighting I realized I had fallen in love with her. I do and will always love Jonathon. And I am glad he loves me. And I understand why he fell in love with Kasina too.

When I finally told her I wanted to be with her, our fighting stopped. Honesty does work ;))/ I can't wait till Kasina and me can make love. I want her so bad.

It is my sincerest hope, Kasina, Jonathon and me can become a family. He loves me. I love him. He loves Kasina. I love Kasina. Kasina loves me. Jonathon is like fine Champagne, he is a taste you must slower acquire. I should know. And once Kasina acquires the taste, all should be grand. A happy loving family.

IMDb did add Kasina on my bio page as my wife. How cool is that? I have a hubby and a wife, who love me. What more can a girl ask for?

How do you know when you are in love? When the thought of suffering a horrible death is better than the thought of being without the one you love.

HANDS OFF!

5 months my hubby looked like this:

an old looking fat man.


Now, after 5 months of training my hubby like a Soviet athlete, he looks like this:

This is what I go to bed with every night. And will for all eternity ;),)


I am far from done working on Jonathon. I rate his body at C-. By the time I give birth to our child, Jonathon will have a rating of A+


Without a doubt, Jonathon's new look will attract more stanks. These stanks better realize: "If your cross a Russian woman, she will have her REVENGE!" And I will not be pregnant forever.


Taking the song a Jim Carrey movie, which happens to be a vampire movie:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-jnlu6irju8


Not even a female vampire can take Jonathon from me. And if one was to try, I'd knock all her teeth out, and shove them up her ass.


And in closing, I want to tell all the idiots who mocked Jonathon for being fat, you wish you looked as good as my hubby does now. And why does he looked this good? He was trained by a Russian. Not an American.

The words a pregnant woman never wants to hear

I stated in a previous blog, how I knew karma would eventually get even with me for being judgmental regarding how Jonathon looked when we first met. Because of his surgeries, and being unable to workout, he was fat, old looking. Nothing like he looks like;

Photo property of RDTS Productions

Every Tuesday is his weigh in day. His trainer wanted Jonathon to reach a certain weight before adding weight training to Jonathon's workouts. Today, he reached the required weight. Starting tomorrow, Jonathon adds weight training to his 6 day a week workout schedule. I did not want to hear those words.

Usually this would be no big deal. A wife would be happy their hubby was improving his body. Not in my case.

In 8 weeks, Jonathon will be nicely built and toned. I will be fat, tired looking and irritable. Looking nothing like I did the first time Jonathon saw me.

What makes this worse, just like the night of our first date, there are teenage stanks wanting to be with Jonathon. And now, I am pregnant and getting fat. Some would think I am vulnerable to losing my hubby to a stank.

Most women say, they do not want to be considered a sexual object to men. Especially by their bf or spouse. I don't share this belief. I am glad Jonathon is thinking of me this way. I am happy when he feels me up. And when he takes me passionately without warning, I very happy :)) I could care less we are staining the sofa, my desk, kitchen counters.............

I know, as long as Jonathon is having me several times a day, he certainly isn't with someone else. Or wanting someone else.

The more he wants me, the more I know he loves me. His eyes give him away.  I can see inside his heart and soul.

I am 19 years old. My hubby is 47. He no longer looks his age. Nor has he ever act it. I'm not complaining. Well, his 5 year old tamper tantrums are hard to handle at times. On the bright side, I am getting practice on how to handle a 5 year old fit.

Sunday was the Oscars. If it wasn't I allowed my blood pressure to get high, we would have been there. People around the world are talking Angelina Jolie's dress;

   Jonathon said, "if I wore that dress, or something like it, they better sit us by a door. Because I'd fuck you every 30 minutes." I asked him, would he be like that if I was really showing. His response after feeling up my right leg "I'd fuck you in that dress if you were 9 months pregnant." Then you can imagine what happened next. I'm not complaining ;)^)

Most women would be offended if their man said that. Not me.

Some guys on FB have made comment about Jonathon's age. And I won't be beautiful forever. A few said, I may be wasting my looks on him. To them I say; you wish you were a 10th the man Jonathon is. My hubby has teenagers younger than me wanting him, and he is devoted to me. He has done an amazing physical turnaround since October '11. Jonathon isn't getting old. He's getting better. And he can fuck you all up!

You know your hubby loves you, when he has girls younger than you, wanting him, and he pays them no mind.

In 8 weeks, my hubby will look super hot. And he will be all mine. I know I'm getting the better part of his transformation. I'll be fat. He'll be hot. And though he can have any girl he wants,  he loves and wants only me in every way <3

Some people are idiots.

I am beginning to realizing what Anna Chapman meant when she said she does pay attention to idiots. Or let them get to her. And she is right. But, when they make false statements against your loved ones, you must defend your loved ones. 


As most people know, I regularly check search engines to see what people are saying about Jonathon and me. I found someone who questioned whether or not Jonathon ever had a NASCAR racing license.
 
I am collecting everything I feel our children will think is awesome about their dad. A NASCAR race license will be totally awesome to them. I have his old racing outfit too.


This is from 2003. I think there is nothing my hubby can't do. This is why, I am in fear of his statement saying he wants to get me pregnant, while I'm pregnant. Have one baby and then a few months later another. OM Goddess.


I know it is hard to believe, but, my hubby does whatever he wants. He is from Vlad Tepes' bloodline. Like any great warrior, he conquers or does what he wants. I admit, Jonathon conquered me; A Russian.

To the victor goes the rewards.

I can't believe it

I was born in April 1992. I discovered an article today about Jonathon. I first thought it was from 1993. I looked at it more carefully, and saw it was from 1 June 1991. I wasn't even conceived then.

Here's the article:

My hubby beat up a Russian World Champion. How dare he. What I can't believe is this. Jonathon was famous and a great fighter before I was born. And when we first met, I looked at him like he was old, fat and just something less than what I thought he was. Other girls did not share my idea of him.

On our first date, Jonathon's ex-gf Paige called him and didn't get the hint he was busy. He was busy trying to make me fall in love with him. I finally had to tell her to fuck off. Then, a few minutes later, a 16 year old girl calls him. I was like; WTF?

Now Jonathon looks like he once did, if not better. And I'm starting to look like the tired pregnant girl. Eventually, I'll be the fat tired pregnant girl. Yet, the more pregnant I look, the more attractive to me he has become.

I think I look horrible right now, especially after being sick tonight. Once I felt better, Jonathon wanted to take a shower with me and wash me. And as usual we had an hour long shower. I'm not complaining. I enjoy our showers :))~

I can't believe as I am changing, he is more attracted to me. Jonathon now likes to place his hands around  where the baby is when we sleep. And in the shower. Except during lalala in the shower. He rubs the baby area right afterwards. Why?
Jonathon seems more attractive to me now, than when we first started dating. Why?

We have had more lalala in this month, than any other month since September. In October he did have knee operated on. In November he had his stomach scoped. He still kept his daily streak alive though. Jonathon was perfectly fine in December and January. But, this month, I am sick, feel disgusting, I am crappy, irritable and he is acting like a horny teenager. I'm not complaining at all ;))  Just can't figure it out.

Jonathon should be less interested in me now. Instead, the minute he sees skin on me, he attacks. Passionately.

I can't believe it. But, I'm not complaining <3

Jonathon and my children's bloodline

My bloodline is one I am proud of. Though I hate my parents.  How grand will our children be? Jonathon descendant of Vlad Tepes. And I from Dolgorukov bloodline. http://www.rulex.ru/01050561.htm  


The world already knows the fear my hubby can and has brought upon his enemies. Like Vlad, Jonathon's name strike fear into the hearts of his enemies and cause them to run for their lives.


I may be only 19, and have made many mistakes in life. Not to mention been abused by an asshole. Though I am far ideal, like Vlad and Jonathon, I am brining honor to the name of Tepes. Here is proof, I am not only Russian, but, a Tepes;   


I had issue with the Consul of Romania in Washington, DC. So, this morning I went directly to Romania Ambassador Vlerita. By the time I returned home from my doctor's visit, Consul Deaconu had contacted me and apologized. I may be small in built. But, I can unleash a fury that hell could not compare to.


Our children will not take shit from anyone. Government leaders will bow in respect to the children I will bare.

Jonathon canceled our 31 March 2012 wedding

Jonathon canceled our wedding of March 31 after watching Edward and Bella marriage. He said it would be selfish of him to have two weddings with me, without my friends and family in attendance. He was thinking about it for a while according to him. But, he wants to have his fairytale wedding and our child there.

I think he is taking the page from our movie wedding and making it real. I'm not complaining.
 
I believe Dmitrov, Russia is in for the wedding of a lifetime.
 
We are wedding on 22/12/12. Not only is it after the winter solstice, but, it is on the anniversary of his grandfather's death. Changing sad day, for a happy one.

Though Breaking Dawn's wedding made Jonathon realize having your loved ones, friends and child present makes your wedding day so much more precious, the part of Bella and her baby made him realize the dangers of childbearing.
 
As he looked at me, I saw his fears through his tears. Then I saw inside his mind. I know what he is considering. And though I know eventually it will happen, I don't want it to happen for a while. I want to wait until I having our 3-4 children.

I curse his ex-wife Megan for killing his daughter in '08. And I hate his ex Audrianna for having a miscarriage. These two people are making my pregnancy for Jonathon a living nightmare. I fear by the time I give birth, his stomach will explode. 
I am thinking about having Dr. Samer Mikhail prescribe tranquilizers for Jonathon. Otherwise, I am afraid the stress will seriously hurt him.

I finally realized what Jonathon meant in August. There is Jonathon. And there is the Impaler. They are two separate people. And unlike the Impaler, Jonathon has a heart. And I so love that heart and him.


Dmitrov, this wedding will go down in the history books of Russia. 

First day as a movie director

Today was my first day as co-director for The Comeback Fighter. I also filmed 12 parts for my movie The Comeback Fighter: Naughtia's Revenge!

My day started off by busting on my hubby by waking him up early. He hates to wake up early.

I quickly edited this video clip of Jonathon, Brooke Bezick and Allyson Tombesi.  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=thrsFC--T8A&list=LLwsFajz509uYs8nbWcDsB_w&feature=mh_lolz

Then when we arrived on set, I tried to attach the main camera on a tripod. I put the wrong tripod mount on the camera, and it wouldn't attach.

Jonathon took the camera from me, took off the mount and reached in the camera bag and mounted the right one on. It took 2 seconds to attached the camera. He looked at me, with filming crew and gym members around us, and said; "here you go amateur." Talk about being publicly insulted. I wanted to kill him.

Then we started to film his movie. He filmed for 3 straight hours. To my amazement, he took my instructions well, and was understanding about re-takes.

We broke for lunch. Jonathon iced his knee and we went back to film my movie. This is awesome. I am filming parts of my own movie. Last week the script wasn't finish.

To those who dis my hubby for his age, I hope you watch how he pulverizes a 100 pound plus  heavybag. He rattles it so hard, the bag came loose from the ceiling. He was showing off I'm sure. But, he hits with how can I say; the force of a category 5 hurricane. I know, I stoled the line from Jonathon's script. Sue me :o))
Jonathon was so hyped by what he did to the bag, he decided to film what I felt would be the hardest part of my movie for him to film. The part where his character jumps rope after having his legs replaced. And my hubby did the part without his braces.


I did not want him to. But, who can stop him when he is hyped.


After filming it, he was so proud of himself. As was I. He said; FU@K YEAH after doing it. I may keep his personal comment in there.


Out of concern Jonathon may have injured his knee again, I immediately ending filming for the day. While he was taking off his boxing gear, I was having everyone pack up the film and audio equipment. 


When we got home, I had him lay on the sofa. I got his ice packs and wrapped his knee up. I then contacted his doctors to advise them of what he did. 


After his icing time was up, I took the ice packs off his knee and took my............. and rewarded my star for his hard work and dedication to my film.


Time to give him another ice treatment :),)

The difference between a Russian and American movie producer

I am proud I was born in Russia. Though I lied to Jonathon about my birth place up until 2 weeks ago.

My philosophy is; a Russian or as I now say: Soviet, will go to any lengths to succeed and win. Where an American or any one else is this world, would worry about human pain and suffering. Either their own, or someone else's.

I love my hubby dearly. Like me, Jonathon believes in not failing. Achieving your goals takes a win or die trying attitude. Your mind must be strong and focus on success. Not failure.

To those who may believe there are lengths I will not go to make my movie look great and realistic, here is my email to Dr. Guttentag, Jonathon' surgeon.

Dr. Guttantag,

As you know I am from Russia. If you speak to your Russian players, they will tell you what I am about to ask you, is something a Russian movie producer would do. So do not think I am idiot.

In my movie, Jonathon's character has his legs replaced. He is opened from his hip to his ankle. I was told it would be more cost effective for me, to hire surgeon to surgically cut Jonathon from his hip to his ankle on both legs.

Jonathon has so many scars on his knees from surgeries, and scars on his legs. Two more will not matter. I am not asking you fully open his legs. Just cut enough to make real scars for my movie.

I of course will want to film this. You can do this at your center. Yes? 

Since Jonathon trust you, if you agree, he will agree.

If you refuse, as much as Jonathon respects you, I will find doctor to cut him.

I hope you say yes to me. I of course will have Jonathon release you of any and all legal obligations.  

I am already arranging with Jonathon's therapist to film Jonathon the day after his surgery in the scenes written after his character has his surgery. I will keep to the storyline. 

What other producer or actor would do this? Only one with a Soviet mindset. In Jonathon's case, the Impaler will enjoy this. 

Do you think I am crazy? If so, that is your right. Will this be the talk of the movie industry? You better believe it. Will this bring more attention top my movie and make people interested in seeing it? I believe it will.

Why work your ass off, and not have an awesome film. My film will be awesome.

My Fan Group

Okay everyone. I admit, my hubby at times is the biggest pain in the ass who has ever lived. He is moody. He has a mouth you just want to rip off him at times. He gets this arrogant smug look on his face when you are trying to tell him off, that makes you want to beat the fuck out of him.

And he loves to market and promote himself. Reporters have commented in articles how good Jonathon is at this.

Though he is not always like I just mention, when he is, he could drive anyone to drink.

But, when my hubby opens his heart, there is no one who can hold a candle to him. And when he uses his abilities for good, those who he wants to help, are very grateful.

Right now, I am the most grateful person in the world. My hubby Jonathon surprised me with a fan group on FB. Here is the link http://www.facebook.com/groups/292899024106135/ Never would I ever have believed I would have a fan group.

I know his ex-wfe Megan is going to read this. So without hesitation I say to you Megan; you are truly to me, the most stupidest girl in the world. You had Jonathon. You lost him. Thank you for committing an act of stupid.

To my parents who I know read my blog, Jonathon and I are doing just fine without you. Our children will grow up just fine without having known you. I have been blessed by the Goddess greater than I could have ever dreamed.

Thank you Goddess. And I especially want to thank my hubby for loving me.

To Jonathon http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1gO1h_-cqpc&list=LLwsFajz509uYs8nbWcDsB_w&index=26&feature=plpp_video

Can passionate sex make you dream better?

In the middle of Friday night, Jonathon's bad dream not other woke him up, but the jolt his body suffered woke me up.

Jonathon had a really bad nightmare. Honestly, I never saw fear in someone eyes and face, like I saw on Jonathon's when I turned on the light. I can not describe his look. That is how bad it was.  Because of the nightmare, I was shadowed by Jonathon all day yesterday.

Since he found out I was pregnant, though we are keeping "our" streak of everyday alive, he was not been nearly as passionate as he use to be. I believe out of fear of hurting the baby. I will not try to prove his fears wrong.

Much to my surprise last night, right before we took a shower together, his passionate side reemerged. I was not, nor will I complain.  Last night when I decided to reward him for his self-control, he showed  anything but control. Not complaining.

This morning when I woke up, I looked over to see him with a smile. He was still sleeping. When he woke up, he told me he had a dream. In his dream,  I not only had a healthy baby, but, the girl he wants.

Makes me wonder? Was our multiple times of passion the reason behind his pleasant dream? He seems to not be as protective of me today. He still wasn't put away part of his arsenal he pulled out yesterday. It is nice to know, if anyone tried to break into our home, they better pray the cops get them, before Jonathon impales them :))

Passion is great. Does it make your dreams sweeter though?

First Script Finished :))

Before the 5pm dateline Jonathon set for my script to be completed so it can be filed with the WGA, I finished it :)). With Jonathon's help though.

The other day I realized, I was writing a movie about a fighter, and I knew nothing about boxing. Other than what I've learned from being with Jonathon in the gym.

I was shocked by Jonathon's willingness to help me. I was further astonished when I asked Jonathon what would his fee be for starring in, and helping me with the movie. A kiss <3 and I have to donate 10% of the movie profits to Russian orphanages to help provide for the children.

At times I forget, the Impaler has a heart for others :)) Jonathon is giving 10% of the profits from his Vlad movies to Romanian orphanages.

I will make subtle changes to the movie script, because I think Jonathon made too many changes to my storyline.

I now have a script filed with WGA. This is totally awesome :))

My First Script

Two weeks ago after Jonathon and I were married, he shocked me when he said he wanted to bury or at least retire the Impaler. Back in December, Jonathon told me when he hit 50 he would retire the Impaler and focus his energies on being a good husband and father to our children.

He was scheming for a while about asking me to marry him, and getting me pregnant. It was my intention to tell him on Christmas Eve I was pregnant.  It was a great plan, if the HPT would have shown I was.

He also told me two weeks ago, in 2013 I could do anything I wanted professionally. Because at the end of this year, he was retiring. His main focus is the baby and me. In that order I believe.

I decided I wanted to write, produce, film and star in a movie in my homeland of Russia. Especially since Jonathon agreed to buy us a home there.

As the fates would have it, I found the full printed script of The Comeback Fighter. Jonathon is not good at hiding stuff. Especially from me.

I wanted more than anything to read the last scene in the movie. I wanted to know who wins the fight. I was shocked by the ending in more ways than one. So will everyone who sees it.

I totally disagree with how he handles my character Naughtia. As a Russian woman, I would never allow any man, especially an American man to treat me that way.

I decided I must avenge what Jonathon has done to my character. And may his character pay for it.

With that said, I started writing my first script. It is entitled; The Comeback Fighter: Naughtia's Revenge.

My thought process was, I would get funding from Russian sources to film. After all, its mostly being filmed in Russia.

Today in film school, I learned I have a legal problem with my plans. My hubby wrote and copyrighted TCF, the characters and everything to do with the movie, a year before I met him. Even though we are married, TCF came to live before we were married. And he has exclusive rights to the movie.

In our post-nup, its says we own everything we have before coming into the marriage. I thought that was a given. I wasn't thinking about his movies. So, no matter how much his movies make, I am not legally entitled to anything from them.

He has already agreed to buy us any home in Russia I want. He wants our children to never worry about money or anything. That is nice of him.

His sole ownership of TFC puts me in a pickle. I had to just humble myself and ask my hubby for permission to write my own sequel to the movie we are presently in production with.

To my dismay, he wanted to know why I wanted to write a sequel. I hoped he would say anything for you my love. Not ask me to explain why I think he screwed up.

So, I explained what I don't like about the ending. Then he made me show him what I wrote. He does have to approve the script before I send it to be copyrighted and filed with the WGA. To my utter disbelief, he loved it. Even with what I am going to put him through. He gets slapped, kicked, punched, and thats not what he is going to suffer in the ring.

He thinks I am doing a great job. Then he told me something I already had suspected. There is a scene where his character while in Russia belittles the Russian people and even Vladimir Putin. He told, I could never write that scene true to his character.

Though I have seen footage of him in the wrestling ring belittling his opponents and fans, he has a certain flare for doing it. Each time he does it, he adapts his speech to where he was, his opponent and what events were happening in the area.

I have also seen him tell off people when they piss him off. He never belittles people who piss him off the same way. His tone will change. Or his facial expression. He said it is an art.

In the ring, even when he is wearing a mask, you can tell by his body language how he fells or acts.

I now must relent my desire to write the whole script, and allow my hubby to write the one scene in Russia.

To my surprise, when I asked Jonathon how much he wanted to be paid for the movie, he said nothing. He would do whatever I wanted him to do in my movie for free. He did have three stipulations.  One, a reasonable percentage of what I make has to be put in a trust fund for our children.  Second, 10 percent of whatever I make from the movie, has to be given to Russian Orphanages. When the movie comes out, you will see where this stipulation stems from. Third, I have to given him a minor writing credit in the movie. I am using scenes from TCF, and he is writing the one scene.

WOW. This is awesome. I am now in charge of my own movie project. How cool is this?

Why so negative?

One of my favorite quotes from the Batman movie with Heath Ledger was: Why so serious?

 A few people on FB are trying to be ultra negative to me regarding my marriage to Jonathon. An old guy was telling me youth and good looks don't last forever, and Jonathon is so much older than me.
This from a guy who wishes he had my hubby's body.

A "female" friend of Jonathon's from FB. She actually was following him on MySpace for years. Told me I'm not being realistic. And because of all the injuries Jonathon has suffered from sports, I will probably have to wipe his ass when he's sixty. And I'll be thirty-two then.

If that is the case, then I will live up to my vows regarding staying with him in sickness and in health. Personally, I think when he is sixty, he will still be a horny sex driven monster. And like I am now, I'll never tell my monster no.

I think when he is 80, he'll still want my body. At least I pray he will. I'll be fifty-two then. He's never been with someone close to forty.

My point is: Why so negative? People are thinking it will be me who takes care of him. People are taking for granted, nothing will ever happen to me.

I could be in a car accident. I could develop cancer. Or suffer a stroke or a heart attack.

Jonathon most admires his Great-Uncle Louie. The Romanian one. Why? According to Jonathon and family members, his Great-Uncle took care of his wife after she had a mental breakdown. Family members tried for years to have him committed her. He refused. He spent over thirty years taking care of her, until she died.

How many men, who have money, would do this? I don't think many.

Jonathon said if I became a veggie, or crippled, or unable to take care of myself, he would make his Great-Uncle proud. He did say though, he would still jump my bones. Even if I was brain dead. Only Jonathon would say, and probably would have sex with me, if I was a veggie. He said if I lost my mind, my body would still be hot. At least he won't be cheating on me ;))

It pains me to admit to this. Until now, I never ate healthy. I am now eating right because of our baby. I am amazed on my own today for lunch, I made a healthy soup with vegetables and other good stuff. I did this without Jonathon looking over my shoulder. We broke him in the gym this morning and he's in bed trying not to get sick :)) He doesn't want to eat. Stop the presses, a miracle has happened. He doesn't want to eat.

Why do people have to be so negative? People will stereotype others, without getting to know the person or persons. This is a perfect example of ignorance and stupidity run a muck.

People need to realize, no one knows the future. Life is a gamble. I rather invest my heart and life with someone I know who loves me, and needs me more than the air he breathes.

This is the first time ever I have not just one, but two people who need, want, and especially love me. My hubby and my child.  In his vows he told me he would rather be dead, than to feel the pain of losing me. He is trusting his heart and love to me, and hoping I will not let him down.

I am hoping I don't fail as a wife and mother.      

A DUH Moment

I had DUH moment today. My hubby is Jonathon Tepes Sharkey. He uses his Romanian family name of Tepes. But uses the english version of it. Our children will have Tepes in their names.

Jonathon noticed I was changing back and forth to my emails. He asked if I was looking for an email from my boyfriend. I told him my boyfriend hasn't emailed me since I married him. Maybe he got the hint.

I told him I emailed his cousin and asked her if I am allowed to use the name of Tepes, since I am married to him, and our children will have Tepes in their name.

He said duh. He asked why I didn't use it sooner. Duh. I was waiting for him to say I could. Dud. We're married. Its his name. I'm a duh.
  

To Jonathon's exs. It must suck to be you :))

Here is a response my hubby gave to someone on his FB page regarding me. Besides being in total shock right now, all I can say to the world: I LOVE MY HUBBY.


You said Rachel can have any guys she wants. Youre right about that. Its added incestive for me to being training as hard as I am. I want to look so hott and good, she never thinks about what maybe behind door number 2. As for me. You said I can't get any woman I want. thats up for discussion especially give my present appearence. BUT, even if I could have any woman in the world, why would I? I am married to a real life Goddess who wants me to achieve my goals in life. My main goal is - The Fairytale. And my Princess has come. And she is giving me a gift no one could imagine how precious it is to me. As much as i enjoy all the success, fame, notarity and money I've made in my life, not to mention what I am making for TCF, Bloodiest and the Vlad movies, I would give it all away, if I could turn back time to high school and met Rachel then, and dated her, took her to the proms and married her back in the 1980's. Knowing we would be 47 right now. If I had one wish, that would be my wish, She would have been my first an only love throughout my life!


(I am not making any corrections regarding his grammar or spelling) 


He just hoe slapped everyone of his ex-wives and gfs with this post. WOW

Moving to Russia and Romania

It does not take a genus to realize America is not what it use to be. Abuse of power by the police, politicians, government agencies is out of control.


Crime is soaring. Americans live in fear of being attacked, robbed, harmed, injured, murdered. Parents live in fear of their children being taken from them, and worse. They fear their child might be molested by sickos, like that football coach from Penn State.


Since I've been alive, living in America, I do not believe any US president has improved life for those who live here. Obama promised change. His administration has totally failed to make positive changes.


We filled up our car yesterday. It was not cheap. And gas prices will only be getting higher according to the media. Why? The rich are getting richer. And the poor are getting poorer.


I am not blaming Americans for America. I think they are victims of a new Third Reich, where the rich and powerful are in control of the government. Billion dollar Hitlers.


With that said. It is a mother's responsibility to not only take care of the needs of her child, but, to protect them as best she can. What kind of mother would I be to allow my child to be born in a country that clearly has issues with crime and government corruption?


I am proud most of the blood that flows through my veins is Russian. Though Russia use to be a communist country, and committed acts of inhumanity upon people, its has made great strides to make life for Russians better. Especially during the Putin reign.


Corruption and crime is everywhere. But in Russia, certain crimes are punished by death. And not by lethal injection.


Criminals know better to harm a child in Russia. And in Romania, who in their right mind would harm a child who has Tepes in their name?


When I first missed my period a few weeks ago, I decided if I was pregnant, I would try my hardest to get Jonathon to agree to move away from America to either Russia or Romania. I admit, I am the one who wants us to live in Russia. He of course, wanted Romania.


When he surprised me last Thursday night with a wedding ceremony, I was speechless. As he wrote in the GLG script; Cinderella got her prince. And no words are so true relating to me. I got my prince. Literally.


I hoped his politician side would emerge when I explained my fears of raising our child here in America. And sure enough, the politician he is, surfaced.


Anyone who knows Jonathon, knows how heartbroken he was when his daughter was murdered in '08. And how hurt he was when his last ex-wife miscarried almost two years ago.


If I lose this baby, there is no way I will stay with Jonathon. I will not be able to look at, what I am sure will be the undying grief written on his face. And, I don't deny, I think he would find a way to kill me for it. He has already stated, if someone harms this child, they will pay with their lives. This from a man who has an impaling pole in our bedroom.


I am thinking positive. If Jonathon's first wife could carry his first child to birth, and she's polish. I being Russian, should be able to carry twins with no problem whatsoever. I don't know if I am having twins. Too early to tell. But, they run in his gene pool. If I have twins, then I think it would be so awesome to have a girl and boy. I would ask Jonathon to name our children after his twins in GLG. Ariel and Ares.


Though I have never killed anyone before. I have realized, to protect my child, especially now, I can and will kill anyone who presents a threat to my baby's life and well-being. And unlike most, I have weapons available to me, people could only imagine. And some of them, don't make a sound.


Though I originally wanted Jonathon to bury the Impaler, I know, the Impaler is too powerful for the grave. I am sure, the Impaler will be put to bed though. And if need be, the Impaler can be awoken. This may be a good thing, if the world goes into total anarchy.


If the US falls, it is only a matter of time, the world will suffer, and weaker countries will collapse too. Though I believe Russia will be able to survive a collapse of the US, Romania may not. So, my family has a safety net: Russia.


Я благодарю Богиня Геката я русский.