Went to my first "Aggressive Behavior" treatment session today. The therapist was a woman and pregnant. It was a great session, especially after I told her she was a fucking stupid idiot. I felt so much better after that :))
Jonathon told her all about my aggressive behavior and how I developed preeclampsia.
He also told her how I hit him last week, and said I wanted a divorce.
Jonathon told her he feels I suffer from a hormonal unbalance and this is why I hit him. He did tell her what he said to me, that caused me to hit him.
Though she could understand my anger about what he said, still doesn't give me the right to resort to physical violence.
She asked me what I would have done if he hit me back. I told her, I would have waited for him to fall asleep, then I would have chopped his head off with my Russian sickle ;)) I guess that wasn't the smartest thing to say. But, she asked me.
She agreed with Jonathon, I should go to Russia next week by myself. Thats when I called her a fucking stupid idiot.
I started feeling like they were ganging up on me. So, I begged Jonathon not to send me to Russian by myself. I even admitted I have developed an addiction.
They both say WHAT! Then I told her, I am addicted to "tail" (you can figure it out). You should have seen her face when I told her we lalala at least 100-150 times a month.
I made Jonathon an offer, I am sure he won't refuse. I told him on the plane ride over to Russia, I would sux him off at night time while we are over the Atlantic. Then, I would let him fuck me in the bathroom. I also said, I would hand job him on the way home, and sux him off right as he was cuming >:)) (which I did) I also agreed, he can fuck me anyway, anyhow, as forceful and violent as he wanted for the whole year of 2013. Or until I become pregnant again. He can take pixs of me while we are fucking, or me suxing his dick and nudes of me, all he wants. I am admitting this on my blog, as part of our agreement. The therapist was in shock. Nothing like causing a PhD to go into complete and utter shock.
When Jonathon said, let's see how you behave between now and next Wednesday. I was so happy, I almost raped him right then and there. I did when we got home.
I am his wife, girlfriend and hoe. I admit this.
The advantage of flying first class overseas is, 2 seats and plenty of room >:))
She wants to see me by myself next Tuesday. I can't wait ;))
What did I learn from my session? My hubby loves and wants me. I love and want him. I should never hit him in the face. Nor any place else, because domestic violence can ruin a marriage. And its fun to fuck with your therapist's head :))
